If Only I Had Told Her

Book · 2024 · Laura Nowlin

This deeply emotional YA companion novel follows three teenagers navigating grief, love, and survival after the sudden death of a beloved friend. It handles heavy themes including a teen suicide attempt, implied sexual assault, teen pregnancy, and frank language with sincerity, but the content is firmly intended for older teens.

Confident teen readers aged 14 and up who are ready for an honest, sometimes devastating look at grief and first love.

Scary imageryPeril & tensionViolenceLoss & griefBig emotionsLanguageBehavior modeledRomance & innuendoDrinking, drugs & smoking

Chapters to know about

Loss & griefPart 1 (Finn's chapters)Strong

Finn's entire section culminates in his death, told from his own point of view right up to the moment of the accident; readers experience the loss in real time.

Peril & tensionPart 1, final chaptersModerate

The car accident that kills Finn is depicted, including one teen being thrown from the vehicle and Finn dying after stepping in an electrified puddle near the wreck.

Scary imageryPart 1, final chaptersMild

Brief but specific description of electrocution injuries, including burns up Finn's arm and damage to his face.

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